Third day in Vietnam and I did not contact him or throw him a message although I miss him so much.
Shift my focus to my work, exercise and hang out with colleagues.
3 days to me is a great result. I hope I can continue counting until I have successfully forgotten him.
A few months back, I was the one who take the initiative to talk to him and he stopped sending some caring message to me.
I know he does not want to give me any hope or wrong signal.
But why he treated me so good at the first few months?
He made me fall deeper and deeper. Have been suffering for a year.
I have tried my best to ask for a chance but he refused to accept the chance.
We both have the same thoughts and we were so happy when living together.
We have gone through lots of sweet sour bitter salty life and moment.
But he still does not want to trust our relationship.
Was trying to be his friends but I can't as I love him so much.
Is either to be couple or stranger.
I have to be tough and do through all this pain.
No one can help me except myself.
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