I am slowly learning to Just Let Things Be

Third day in Vietnam and I did not contact him or throw him a message although I miss him so much.
Shift my focus to my work, exercise and hang out with colleagues.
3 days to me is a great result. I hope I can continue counting until I have successfully forgotten him.
A few months back, I was the one who take the initiative to talk to him and he stopped sending some caring message to me.
I know he does not want to give me any hope or wrong signal.
But why he treated me so good at the first few months?
He made me fall deeper and deeper. Have been suffering for a year.
I have tried my best to ask for a chance but he refused to accept the chance.
We both have the same thoughts and we were so happy when living together.
We have gone through lots of sweet sour bitter salty life and moment.
But he still does not want to trust our relationship.
Was trying to be his friends but I can't as I love him so much.
Is either to be couple or stranger.
I have to be tough and do through all this pain.
No one can help me except myself.
:(

One day Everything Will B OK...

What I need is 'Time'.
Time makes me stronger and tougher.
I have to go through pain with time.
Taste and enjoy the pain although it is not tasty and bitter.
I know Pain will bring sweetness in future.
I do believe One day everything will be okay.
Stay Positive!
雨过天晴 :)

开心的痕迹

开心的痕迹

 1月1日- 1月5日，我们在巴厘岛。
这5天我们都很开心。
可惜，我们之间的关系还是没变。
你也表明暂时不想想感情的事。
我当然会尊重你的决定。
只有你自己知道你要的是什么。
勉强没有幸福。
我可以做的就是离开。
虽然我很痛，
放下也是一种幸福。
加油！

5 months...

在这五个月里, 我做了什么?
回想起, 经历了不少的事,　做了不少的傻事...
几乎天天哭...
几乎天天睡不着...
不能专心读书...
每天只想往外跑..
去跳舞,
打羽球,
跑步,
游泳，
打篮球,
诳街,
买衣服,
看戏,
游玩（ｋｕｄａｔ，ｋｅｌｌｙｂａｙ）
认识更多朋友,
参加活动(ｊｃｎ，ｔａｎｇｌｕｎｇ）
跳舞比赛，
舞蹈表演．．．
好精彩的生活．．．
把自己弄得很忙,　很累．．．
为了什么?
只想把你忘记．
好难过的日子．
不过我终于熬过来了...
我学会很多事,　看到了从来没看过的事实.．
知道人可以多坏,　多自私．．
认识到更多朋友．．
真的要谢谢我身边的朋友．
你们真的太好了.．．
陪我做以上的事情．．
陪我疯狂，不理智．．
我会永远感激你们．．
（kaka, meau, jia yuh, ching sam, pei wen, karin, yin chien, kuan chung, soon hong, kee yuan, terence, pei jing, ah shian, lilian, shin nee, klyle, ting ting, kee, ming hau, lien yiny, xiao bai, kean seng, learn khang, wai shan, jaslene, jia yaw et al.)

20102010

心情复杂...
要怎么办...

讨厌...
痛恨...

有时好...
有时坏...

我究竟在做什么???
醒一醒啊.............
没人可以救你了.....
只有你自己...

10-10-2010

本来是有意义的一天
我却在家里无所事事
单身生活虽然很不错
但是却有空虚的时候

情侣们都会在这一天
过着幸福快乐的夜晚
留下甜蜜美好的回忆
希望能停留在这时刻

原谅

生活一天一天的忙碌
时间一天一天的走过
虽然忙碌的生活很累
可是跳舞让我找回快乐
也找回以前的我

感觉已经淡忘了
不知不觉已经习惯没有你的生活
开始回复正常
胃口也回复了

今天突然发觉
在我心理
我已经原谅你了
已经没有恨或爱了
也不会责怪你
希望你快乐
真心祝福^^