I am slowly learning to Just Let Things Be

Third day in Vietnam and I did not contact him or throw him a message although I miss him so much.
Shift my focus to my work, exercise and hang out with colleagues.
3 days to me is a great result. I hope I can continue counting until I have successfully forgotten him.
A few months back, I was the one who take the initiative to talk to him and he stopped sending some caring message to me.
I know he does not want to give me any hope or wrong signal.
But why he treated me so good at the first few months?
He made me fall deeper and deeper. Have been suffering for a year.
I have tried my best to ask for a chance but he refused to accept the chance.
We both have the same thoughts and we were so happy when living together.
We have gone through lots of sweet sour bitter salty life and moment.
But he still does not want to trust our relationship.
Was trying to be his friends but I can't as I love him so much.
Is either to be couple or stranger.
I have to be tough and do through all this pain.
No one can help me except myself.
:(

One day Everything Will B OK...

What I need is 'Time'.
Time makes me stronger and tougher.
I have to go through pain with time.
Taste and enjoy the pain although it is not tasty and bitter.
I know Pain will bring sweetness in future.
I do believe One day everything will be okay.
Stay Positive!
雨过天晴 :)

开心的痕迹

开心的痕迹

 1月1日- 1月5日，我们在巴厘岛。
这5天我们都很开心。
可惜，我们之间的关系还是没变。
你也表明暂时不想想感情的事。
我当然会尊重你的决定。
只有你自己知道你要的是什么。
勉强没有幸福。
我可以做的就是离开。
虽然我很痛，
放下也是一种幸福。
加油！